We may be going to Dorothy's house on Sunday, we'll see how it works out. Just waiting for confirmation I guess. Even though much time has past, and I feel like I worked through a lot of my issues with the whole thing, I still feel weird when this time of year (or times of year) come around. I feel kind of... insecure I guess. I know Tim is here. I know he loves me. I know it still must be hard on him and that's what I feel most bad about. I get along really well with Jerzy, his mom, girlfriend. I look forward to seeing them most of the time. I have no feelings towards him and that makes it so much easier to deal with. I hope everything goes well and smoothly. I hope Tim is alright. He really is an awesome guy. I admire the strength he has and the love for me and all our boys.
May is just around the corner and I can't wait!
I don't think I ever felt this way about a month haha
