How about following through...

I just read my last post and it's what I've been saying since umm November of last year...and here I am almost 40+ pounds later. I know I need to be accountable. I know I need to persevere. I know I need to use self-control. I know that I need to keep going when I don't want to. I know that if I just do it, it'll become natural again. It seems so overwhelming but I know it takes time and discipline.... So am I really going to follow through this time?